Essence13

im having one of those moments when i realize.. maby i am an annoying little twit... maby i deserve to be alone.. i realize i have done nothing with my summer.. but when i call up my friends to do something together.. they all say their buisy... they make up bullshit excuses.. just so they dont have to see me... am i really that bad? and then i think i can call up another friend.. but i dont have any more... i have to comb through the yearbook looking for someone to hang out with... but find nobody... i never liked the "popular" crowd... but i never wanted to be this alone... i never wanted to be this pathedic.... i lost my best friend becaus

Dont forget the memories we share in our hearts. Remember what made you who you are.

So i started looking at my gallery today. i hate it. i am going through and clearing out most of the stuff i have up today. i will try to get my new paintings up as well. they are nothing like my other stuff. Also, i am bored...